February 2012
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Can someone recommend to me a good software for...
Something easy to use/learn to use because I’ve never done it before… and preferably something either free or not too expensive (it’s okay if it’s not free so long as it costs less than like… twenty or so dollars).
Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: and are you "safe" now, do you think?
Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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Pilot episode of Zoey 101 is on right now.
I’m so happy…………. Zoey and Chase… <3 And Nicole! I love Nicole. <3
Feb 23rd
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My best friend from preschool is going on college...
I can’t believe how much time has passed… -Shudders-
Feb 23rd
Anonymous asked: why was the medication kept in a safe, if you don't mind me asking?
Feb 23rd
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thistraindontstop replied to your photo: Six days post op. Most of my chest is very numb—… OMG SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!! Thank you :)
Feb 23rd
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Today I was feeling kind of sore, so my dad told...
But I never took it. Why? Because my dad never gave it to me. Why did he never give it to me? Because I forgot that for the first time in at least two years, medications in my house are no longer kept in a safe. They’re just in a cabinet. Why?  Because my parents finally believe that I am really and truly… “safe”.
Feb 23rd
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a-mouse-with-no-name replied to your post: Sdkfhdsoifhds Ugh, I hate when that happens. I almost never get pimples, but occasionally I’ll get a really huge one right on my forehead or chin, and then that’s ALL I can look at when I look in the mirror… haha. It sucks though. :P -Cries-
Feb 22nd
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Sdkfhdsoifhds
I don’t usually get acne, but when I do it’s not that noticeable… but for the first time ever I have a really really noticeable and really really gross pimple in the middle of my chin… Okay, TMI, I know, but I’m really annoyed right now… I put medication on it… but it’s not working fast enough… I can see it in my reflection in the mirror...
Feb 22nd
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This morning my mom called me by my previous name...
I’m not sure if she has ever done that before. She was really surprised at herself. I’ve called myself by the wrong name before, but I don’t think that anyone else in my family has. Except for the fact that my dad refused to change my contact name in his phone for like a year. It was weird…
Feb 22nd
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ominous-owl asked: Do your parents think its weird to see you without a shirt on? Is it super awkward?
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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Dylan and Cole Sprouse used to be really...
(Watching The Suite Life Of Zack And Cody season 1…)
Feb 22nd
The only person in the whole world that I would...
Feb 22nd
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I don't even know what's going on.
I’m not unhappy about this. It’s just so freaking weird. I don’t want to see anyone. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to take a shower because it freaks me out. It all freaks me out. I want it to stop hurting. I want the scabs to be gone and I want to go back to school. I really, really hate this.
Feb 22nd
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Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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I'm having a lot of anxiety right now, so I'm...
My current ideas are: High School Musical Read It And Weep The Parent Trap Minutemen or The Fairly Odd Parents: Abracatastrophe Opinions on which I should watch (or if I should watch a different one altogether)?
Feb 21st
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Reblog with your desktop! Don't change it!
givemesomefuckingwaffles: cityofrachels: animalityopera: shakespearwasaflirt: honeyintea: thegabbicave: wow it’s so messy  And mine. The photo is one that I took at Taronga zoo. yup, its a wee bit messy :/ oh and thats my uncles cat I love my fucking program bar.  Alright, things I use: Photoshop, Final Cut, CelTX for screenwriting, Garageband… then WHAT’S THAT!? FAÇADE....
Feb 21st
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I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack or...
I hate change. Even good change. It just freaks me out. It’s so weird. I need to distract myself… What the fudge am I supposed to do… Dfioshfoidhsifodhsiofhdsofhdskjgfdoskfdsiofijdsbfijdsbfgjsdbfokjsdbfds
Feb 21st
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After showering...
My one observation is that I NEED to lose weight. My stomach-area juts out like five million feet now (I mean, it did before, too, but it’s like… noticeable now). And the other problem is that if I lose a lot of weight, I’ll probably need revisions eventually… So I kind of have to weigh my options. -Shrug-
Feb 21st
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a-mouse-with-no-name replied to your post: Showering for the first time after top surgery: is it awesome though? I’m like… in too much shock to be excited or not excited or to even… like… be able to figure out how I’m feeling…
Feb 21st
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Why Chaz Bono Is a Misogynist Who Is Not Our...
damnitdisney: youarenotyou: supermattachine: I’ve been feeling conflicted lately about Chaz Bono’s relationship to the media.  On the one hand, he’s being unfairly vilified by bigots like Keith Ablow and so many others.  He’s being misgendered, called by his assigned name, pathologized, threatened with physical violence, had medical abuse advocated as “treatment” for him, and treated in...
Feb 21st
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Showering for the first time after top surgery:
Probably the weirdest experience of my life.
Feb 21st
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So...
Getting my drains out didn’t hurt, but it was a VERY weird feeling. I had no idea that they went as far into me as they did. It was not a good feeling, but on the bright side, I never have to do it again!  So now my dad is out at CVS buying bandaids and such so that I can take a shower (because I need them to cover my nipples and such after I get out). I will take a picture right before...
Feb 21st
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Going to go get my drains out now!
Sooooo excited… but very afraid that it will hurt :/
Feb 21st
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'Making It Better Now"
dinobearthemighty: It started in Grade 4. The girl I had a crush on stood at the front of the classroom and announced, “My mom says Danny is a future homo.” I no longer know that girl, but I can still hear her saying those words today, more than 20 years later.  The room erupted in laughter; the teacher blushed for me. I was mortified. What was a homo and why was her mother saying this about...
Feb 21st
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oldlifeandnew replied to your post: Last May, I got my cartilage pierced. get it repierced? Not gonna bother. The pain wasn’t worth it.
Feb 21st
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a-mouse-with-no-name replied to your post: Last May, I got my cartilage pierced. yeah, you should never take out a cartilage piercing if you want it to stay. that sucks though. I figured because I had to take it out for surgery and it was fine after that… -sigh- Whatever. I’m not doing it again. I don’t even care.
Feb 21st
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Last May, I got my cartilage pierced.
I was really excited and thought it looked great. It never stopped hurting me, though. It wasn’t all the time, but if I nudged it, it would hurt. Last night the hoop got screwed up somehow, so I took it out (around 3:00 AM). This morning, the hole has healed over too much to put it back in. Well that was a fun ten months of pain with nothing to show for it…
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Talking about top surgery
Friend: So, are you going to post any pictures on Facebook?
Me: No, I'm trying to be not-trans on Facebook.
Me: ...But I posted some on Tumblr.
Me: I'm VERY trans there.
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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roguefindings answered your question: Uhhh I have a question for any transgender male who has had top surgery… Yes, but if you take a huge breath inward as they are removed (one swift pull) it’s not as bad. =) Everyone else is saying that it didn’t hurt :P But thanks for the tip! They’ve been hurting me a ton while they’re in, so I feel like there’s a good chance...
Feb 21st
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My hair is getting really weird from not showering...
At least I get to shower tomorrow…. right?
Feb 20th
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So I'm still talking to that random freshman girl...
She probably thinks I’m gay or something because I keep talking about how much I love Adam and Zane and Marco and whatever… Ah, who cares :P
Feb 20th
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Random confession:
I still don’t know how to spell “Massachusetts”… (That is only spelled correctly because of the little red squiggly line that appears underneath words that are spelled incorrectly…)
Feb 20th
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I really can’t picture anyone at all having a crush on me. I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me.  I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re lay in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone...
Feb 20th
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I have to say, sitting on a bed shirtless with...
Feb 20th
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Ughhh having linked Tumblrs is annoying.
Because I always post things to the wrong one… Arghhhh -dies-
Feb 20th
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treeboi answered your question: Uhhh I have a question for any transgender male who has had top surgery… Not at all! Although I only had mine in for 24 hours so this may make a difference. From what I’ve read on it though few people say it hurts, I’m just worried because I’ve had them in for four days (well, three days, but they’re coming out tomorrow…) and...
Feb 20th
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Acne medication commercials really get on my...
Like, with the “before and after” pictures of all the people.  It’s so stupid. What’s even more stupid is that it works…
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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